Dave talks about kurt and nirvana

[last_dream_was_kurt]

oh ok i see lol well that seems liek the perfect person to be with though ... i think ....no it is a good person .....

[Frances]

dammit....you got me all dreaming now!.... ops: ops: yeah, it would have been so good to have had him around....And I think (conceited enough) that it would have been good for him too, to have smb with him that actually loved him and took care of him instead of Courtney...

[jenirvana]

Originally Posted by Frances

Hah, I wish!!! Just intuition...he seems like a very strong-willed person, moody at times, needy at others, possessive and sweet at the same time. It could have been hard to live with all those contradictions in one man, although GOD I wouldn't have minded a try... ops: :P

lol
i personally agree...i think it would be pretty amazing to ....live with kurt,... ops: ops: ops: hehe

[Frances]

yeah, though sometimes i wonder if having lived with him for several years wouldn't have eroded the love...if I could nave managed to get him through his emotional and medical problems...Would you have agreed to act like a mother to Frances?

[jenirvana]

yeah, i think so. babies are easy to love...and i think frances was very cute lol..at least, cute enough to make an effort for kurt lol








:? :shock: im not obsessed :shock: :?
lol

[Frances]

Yeah, Frances is a normal sweet kid and it would have veen easy to deal with her. But you know, after a while, all relationships kinda fade away in what concerns intensity, esp when there are problems. And I can't help wondering if I (we) would have been strong enough as to get him out of all the shit he was into...physically and emotionally.

[jenirvana]

probably not...emotionally he was pretty messed up. its really sad..but kinda ironic, cos thats wat helped him write so well [in my opinion]..which sucks...like he had to be unhappy to be so good... :cry:

sad.

but when he was happy..like in pictures..its so cool----------->













oh, how i love him..but pictures like below are so so sad..and i love them too..





pictures crazy, lol

[last_dream_was_kurt]

the very last picture looks like he hadnt ate in like 5 weeks it looks so sad makes me all teary *whipes tear* whaaaaaaaaaaaaaa *snife* i miss kurt so much but in the fist picture he smileing but he dosentmean it look into the eyes and see what i mean he sad and hes hurt now hte second one he mean it 3rd one dave makes me laugh but you can tell kurts having a good time 4th one :P a man and his cheer suit
and the 6th one hes so happy and theres no dout about it !!!!!!!!!!!!! someone made him happy for whatever they said did or maybe his stoach wasnt hurting ( i know i would smile that big) but i swaer that first one just look in his eyes he wants to say something but cant and that makes me sad to ....

[jenirvana]

yeah, i suppose it does..its like a watery smile. like when youv just been in tears, and someone says 'give me a smile'.. and you do a kind of faske smile, to make them happy, but inside you're still crying... :cry: the last pictures make me sad its his eyes.

[Frances]

No, let's not think of him this way...remember, he can hear us and maybe we do send him some thoughts that must be happy ones. And...i think I would have been able to deal with his emotional shit pretty well...all it takes is love. Not sure how I would have managed to stay sane and strong for him through the physical and medical problems that I could have done absolutely nothing about...just stand there and watch him go through that kind of pain...brrr...No.
Let's remember him like this :